My Truth

I remember the days I use to wish that someone… maybe just one person would notice my pain, my hurt, the facade behind the fake smile I wore to keep all the sadness inside… but no one ever saw it! At least not in human form… God saw it! God had always seen my brokenness! He just wanted me to cut the bullshit and be real with myself for once! The day I finally broke down… I mean really broke down, I was terrified! I couldn’t stand the thought of looking at the broken pieces of myself, let alone sort through them. But God helped me each and every step of the way! I would see things I went through and was going through in memes… meet people that went through or was going through at the time. I realized I had to let go of the control I thought I had in order for Him (God) to help me fix me!! Days went by… months went by… years went by and I stand here today proud as hell of the woman that sits before your writing this! I am grateful for all my lessons, for they made me wiser. I am grateful for the difficult people I have met along the way because they helped me gain the strength I need in today’s society. I am a warrior and I am proud God chose me to tell my story. I’ve got some battle scars to prove it and one day I’ll be able to share them with those who truly need to hear them! Love ALWAYS wins!!!